The start of our rainbow life 🌈

So we should start right at the beginning so you can get to know us !

Me and my husband met at High School, we did some vast growing up and got engaged in Disneyland, in 2017.

We got married on a lovely day in October 2018, we flew off to New York and Orlando for an amazing honeymoon ❤🌈.

We stopped the pill on our wedding day and a month and a half later when we got home from our trip we found out we were pregnant !

Unbelievable happiness soon ended in heartbreak due to ( very painful ) ruptured ovarian cysts and surgery!

We then kept trying and twice more found out we were pregnant both times it ended in tragic losses.

The pain that you go through when loosing a child is like no other.
The losses got harder and harder every time with the feeling that it was my body that was failing it took a mental toll on us. Mental health is really one of those things that you don’t really think about until your world is loosing traction.

With the on off binge drinking and emotional outbursts, the ptsd and the anxiety associated with the pregnancies we knew we had take a break from trying for a while, kick ourselves up the arse and enjoy married life and brought our first home !

We may not have had the professional support we should have but with family, friends and each other we got to were we are today !

But you know what they say ! Fourth times a charm 🍀

Keep reading it gets so much better ! 🌈❤